♥ Was it a mistake ?? ♥

I'm really really depressed..
I keep thinking, was it a mistake to make that painful decision ??
I really don have a choice..
I cant bear to see..........
I can sense you're not happy about certain things..
Plz, if you're angry and wan to hate me for the rest of your life for making that decision,
I wont stop you,
But i'm really sorry..
As long as you're happy,
No matter how i sad i am,
I'll sleep every night with a smile on my face..
Although the chances of us being together is almost impossible,
But i want you to know,
That i'm always there for you..
And if i die one day,
My spirit will protect you..♥♥ muaCKz...