♥I Miss U♥

i wish i could tell you how much i missed you,
how much i wanna be with you..
but it seems like that day will nv come..
ever since we started not meeting up,
i feel very wierd and sad..
of course you or friends wont see it..
i miss your beautiful eyes,
those eyes that makes me feel better when i'm stressed out by something..
those eyes that i wanna look straight in it and say, I LOVE YOU..
i miss the touch of your skin..
the skin which i wanna protect with my life..
even i'm unable to feel them,
but everytime we had a little physical contact,
i juz wanna hug it so tight and never let go..
i miss the touch of your hands..
the hands that i wanna hold and never let go..
the hands that i wanna hold along the path of you and my life..
i miss the smell of your hair..
the hair that will bring my spirit up everytime i see you..
that smell which i wanna smell very day..
but i guess those days will nv come..
really, i think about you everyday, sometimes, like a child,
i'll imagine if we're together, what kind of fun, happiness, memories can be created...
i kinda miss the time,
don blame yourself that i'm leaving everyone becuz of you,
but it's what i have to do..
let me be the bad gal..
i'm sorry, i'm really really sorry..
i don wan things to turn out this way,
but it's the best for me..
i don think i'm ever coming back since everyone got their happiness..
promise me one thing, that you will be happy no matter what..
although the chances of us seeing each other is slim,
but i wan you to know,
i'll always be thinking about you..
and that i'll always be there for you..
take care always.. i miss you............♥♥